王子felfel(: ♥ 公主gaby(:

2011-11-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

been v long since i update. finally the end of written papers for a levels finally ending soon! couldnt watch drama or movies cos funshion dun like me ): if any one knows where to watch drama do let me know (: had been really busy and struggling though i felt i have let myself down. the determination and that drive tomwork hardnwasnt like o levels it is really different, i just really hope i din screw up my econs too badly n i really hope to get an A for bio...... hais. hope i can get into uni if not i dunno whats my next step in life.

2010-10-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

Each H2 subject is 20 points, each H1 subject is 10 points. you'll have to compute:

3 H2 content subjects
1 H1 content subject
GP
PW
Total: 90 points

For H2 subjects:
A- 20
B- 17.5
C- 15
D- 12.5
E- 10
S- 5
U- 0

For H1 subjects:
A- 10
B- 8.75
C- 7.5
D- 6.25
E- 5
S- 2.5
U- 0

for calculating :X

Happy with my results although its not very good compared to other peeps but im happy that i can promote and i did improved^^ except for gp and maths but kinda expected alr so nvm ^^

2010-09-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

So stressed up with promos!
Dun think im prepared at all
the tutorials ive done are full of REDDDDDDDD!!!!
i wna do well i dunwna retainnnn!
but ive no motivation to study!!
Just hope everything turns out fine

2010-04-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

I thought JC could be OK for me
But i think im wrong
I regretted my choice
Although i was forced to go,
i thought i could cope
but nope, ive no motivation
feeling so stress and moody everyday
So miserable ):
I wan polyyyyyyyy!

2010-02-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

26 Feb '10

very long nv update alreadddyyy
Soooo had lessons till 4.15
bio was FUN!
get to play with the protein thing so funny =x
thenthen had went canteen straight to gather with OG members
only Jared came with us
miss myra and myitzu! =x
hahas then went over to orchard after all came
then everyone was like "wow" when they saw wigene damn funny
went over to ION and walked around they bought fishcake or smth
they were like playing with it -.-
damn disgusting
then bought titbits at Isetan Jared treat us :D:D
so goooodddd :D
then watched Percy Jackson its a very nice show!
adventurous & funny
oh sry to wei jia & yuling cos i couldnt seeeeeeeeeee
they passed me titbits but i nv see it happened lots of times =x
then had og dinner!
suggested take away and eat @ the streets cos no space =x
but finally got space~~
after that they wanted to go pool
but cmi cos sch uniform
so in the end went home~
so late & tired!

2010-02-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today was tiring and hungry ):
The whoel day i dint eat anything until i was home at 6.30~
Damn tired and restless
Had talks talks and lectures all the way
Econs was quite enjoyable actually i tink will grow to love the subject :D
Oh & duno wad to choose for workshop man
cos no more doll making ):
Hmms oh and today had public speaking
only wei jia, yih xuan and me at OG6 + yumi and hong chong
Quite boring actually
Had to tolk about my dad
so awkward -.-
Ok soooo thats all for today
Very tired, tomorrow ending early! woots!

2010-02-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Im rotting at home since ystd ):
woke up at 1.45 today and ystd~
Nothing much to do
Eat & change hamster cage and feeding them~
today studied pure chem
damn i regretted sleeping during sec 3 very muchhhhh ):
alot of moles i not very sure ):
damn sad~
Then ystd went to buy jelly & grapes for the hamster
They lik jelly very much :D
Oh & the festive of life that workshop
I duno which to choose ):
Tink maybe doll making? Anyone wants? ):
dun wna go alone :X

2010-02-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

Sooooo today was the start of the actual lesson
Actually not really, its jus a temp timetable,
we are still gathering as a whole OG
And today only had bio & chem ended at 11 i tink
And nida wait like 2.15 for the GC workshop
So during that break went to eat, get lecture notes & doing them
Oh & i tink im signing up for alpha programme but
i have no testimonial ):
Oh then during the GC workshop
its like damn cool and fun mannn
I love GC!
Then left early for the bowling trials
I got like 79pts wtf -.-
Soo dint get in, but i tink im joining guitar ):
Oh & i made a new friend called Vanessa :D

2010-02-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

Day 5 Finale~~ 3rd Feb
Very tired!
tot end at 7pm but it ended at 6pm
The whole day was playing games & practicing dance that we had learnt
Me, Yi Xuan (?), Alivin & Xue Yun designed the sword/machete
It was quite cool =x
hahas sooooooo
in the end metallo din win anything except for one
Tritione was the best ):
Oh and all OGL & councillor danced for us
Most were gays mannnnnnnnnn~
Sooo thats about all~

CIP @ ECP
Very tired as welll~~
Picked up rubbish but no rubbish wtf
Then have reflection & stuff
After that, darh came to fetch me :D
Rollarblade~~
fell down right on my butt ):
Damn pain mann
Palm injured as well~
Then finally i went back to return,
darh cont playing and hl-ing =x
We went mac tok tok~~
Then went prawn fishing see see
There was a veryvery cute brown doggie kept following me whereever i go!
When i stopped to see the pricing, it will oso stop
then when i walk, it will continue!
DAMN CUTE!
sooooo very tired & went back to parkway parade
Went to a pet shop,
there were quite a number of dogs!
Damn cuteeeee
i wan a dogggg ):
wib darh =x
Soooooooo went home
slept on the bus with darh
Had a very good sleep + i tink i very unglam!
Sleep very long but still haven reach!
so loooonnggggggg
so eventually went home!
Thank you darh pei me :D

2010-02-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Orientation Day 4
Da most sweat day lurhh!
Played alot games in the hot sunnnnnn~~
But was sleepy after lunch once again! ):
Then had 2 sessions of couple dance
Everyone had to dance wib the opposite sex
But my group some boys were absent, so i danced wib Cherlyn! (:
It was real funny!
Then gotten our orientation pack today,
finally gotten a shoe bagggggg!
Oh & was forced to go movy fest -.-
Duno if going anot but lik paid alr lehhhhh~~
Damnnnnnn

2010-02-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

Sooo
Orientation Day 3!
Many games & dance, every day got different dance
today's sooooo diff mann
There was dis games like batman ultraman & spiderman
That was lik the most fun
We shouted lik mad people mann
Today oso had cheer session blahblah~
Sooooo, made a friend called cherlyn, shes from the dance!
Overall, today is the most tiring day.
After lunch i was lik dozing off already
not boring but very very tired!
Oh & learnt the college anthem thats the part i was lik sleeping

And quarrel with mum wtf unreasonable
was quarrelling about graphic calculators
wtf la go say till him so no link
wtfwtf
Wadeva u want i gave you
Studies and *** tingy
wad more u want
Whatever i listened to you but not this time
Never will i listen to you anymore
Ive grown up
I know whats the right choices
If you continue,
I will rebel and u will never get me
I tried getting along with you
But i was wrong
You are jus that kind of domineering parent
What you want you must get it
Have you spared a thought for me?
Obviously no
I dun even know what you are doing for
Jus for your pleasure?
Hey, its my happiness you're trying to destroy and meddle with
I will never let you get what you want
Anymore

2010-01-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

So, i dun care if you guys have a problem with me
Its not even my fault at the start man
Stop chuay dai ji even when you dun hav that intention
Its your fault and its freaking funny to see you talk lik dat
Anyways i was afk-ing when such fucking weird people tolk to me sounding its my fault
Whats wrong with these people man

2010-01-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

Soooo, been reading my archives.
LOTSSSS of memories!
So il blog more often!
Today 2nd day of Orientation
Very very very TIRED!
Had many activities, icebreakers and dance!
Knew lots more friends!
I remember all my group's name ok!
There's, Magan, Sherlyn, Yu Ling, Xin(Or Si?) Ling, Pek Yong,Yang Wu, Wen Kai, Xue Yun and many many more ok! =X
Sooooooooo, bought my uniform, tml gonna buy pe!
The shorts is similar to FBT
Anyway, idk if im gonna wear uni on Mon.
My skirt is way too long, or should i say im too short for it ):
Ok, soooooooo shall end here!
Tommorrow going out! Mayb rollarblading =x

2010-01-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

First day of school = BORING!

They just gave us talks talks talks & lectures!
Heng it ended @ 1.40 likdat! (:
Ohoh & early in the morning made a new friend :D
from cresent girls'
Sooooo at least its not borriiinggg~~
Tomorrow games and dance etc
Hope wun be so malu mannnn~~

2010-01-19T15:41:00.003+08:00

Hmms jus feel like i shuld write smth here~~
Jus wanna write things to many different people in my life :D

to him,
theres always the ups and downs being with you
But never regretted being with you :D
although honestly,
i may have lost other things being with you
but i dun regret it :D
Being with you is always fun and lively
although sometimes bored,
you'll always try and make my laugh even though im sad or angry at you!
you're always my sunshine and my best boyfriend!
Although im veryvery unreasonable and stubborn
you never gave up on me
you try to make things the best for me
getting back at someone for me
i really really appreciate it!
I love you!
110408, forever :D

to xuehan,
we're friends for around 10years,
since primary school till end of secondary school we're still together.
Although there were some times im not there for you,
and some things happened,
i still want to let you know you're still the best best friend of mine!
No matter what, it wouldnt change ok! :D
Even when im likeeeeeeeeeeee 7o years old,
an old granny i wun forget you! i promise :D
Oh and i just wanna thank you for not giving me up
and always be there for me in school or outside!
Really thank you! & remember dun hesitate to call me if anything happens :D
Best Friends Forever

to Kayyuan,
i still remember the past years going downstairs to play
Simone, Ben, Ah yee, you & me
it was really fun :D
ALthough we weren't really that close anymore,
i still hope the friendship remains :D
we live jus opposite only ok!
oh & i know its quite impossible for you to read this blog post anyway=x
But hope you get into Nanyang Jc! Cos i know that's where you would want to be!

to Jaslyn,
Known you since Sec One, you were sitting in front of me during exams or test!
I remember i said you looked lik my primary school friend Geraldine =x
But after knowing you for so long, i dont really tink so! :D
You r jus Jaslyn :D
hahas thanks for always making me laugh!
make me feel so fun :X
Oh and although you always say lame things :X
But you're really a good friend!
Hope you get into your desired Jc or poly!

to some fucking bitches,
i hate purple so im gonna put purple
Thanks for making my life so miserable uh
Making my friends drift away from me
Because of you guys, i had no choice but to avoid my friends
And you know what,
all the lies you've made,
the friendship test or wadeva,
it sucks
Fuck you
The most terrible thing ive done my life
is to know you
I believed you guys
But you made me look like a fool
shielding you both like fuck
you guys should be buried alive
If i havent tell on you,
you wouldnt have been so lucky
making friends now
You should be afraid soon

2009-08-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

hahas blogger still not alrite~~
nbm~
will rmb it in my heart~

green heart
still exists

where are my past fortitudes?

2009-08-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

hehehe :$ i din noe dear post ye!
cos its soso unexpected :P
hmmm now darling watching movie:D
hehe hope its nice!
hmmm dk jus got the mood to blog..
not feeling wealli great though
hmmm nw blogger gt prob tink shall keep it within me first

2009-07-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

feeling so sick! ):
will i tio h1n1 ): :P
i hope not ):
sooooooooooooo miserable to feel dat sick always wanting to vomit T.T
it sucks totally
oh nn found out about smth
but will not bother me anyway (:
i hope

2009-07-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

yay yippeeee~
thanks for crushing me down gal
youve won
although u did nth

2009-07-05T12:20:00.002+08:00

因为太累，
所以放手了
不是吗？

why are you hurting me..
even though u knew it would hurt
i am stuck between the two choices
but since you made da promise
i will let go
last time il b blogger abt her
no mre next time
i wun let her hurt me
never

but i am feeling insecure each day
and no one noe
totally how it feels like
cos il never do dat knowingly

2009-07-04T17:33:00.003+08:00

i jus nida get tings off my chest before i get crazy

#1
i had to b a bad person
no one noes it
no one understand
i wont share i cant share
its a secret...

#2
becos of #1
i had to bear da differences

#3
i jus blogged black
cos i tink
i wouldnt want to hide
its jus a secret dats gonna go wib me
til da day i die

#4
i cant jus b who i am anymore
i gotta b stronger
love myself more

2009-06-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

wishd i could lie on someone
cos im really very tired alr

2009-06-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

SLACKY DAY~~~~
woke up @ 2 ate and watched tv~
so siannnns went do hw!
guaii kia yi ge :D
thn so sian~
(was qi dai dear de reply ): )
in da end went on com see gt online anot
boh~~
thn jiu sms (:
orh hor he nw gt tink alot nehhh ):
CHEEEERRRRR UPPPP YO!(:

my life revolves around you
bt is it a mistake?
im so afraid
premontions are becoming true arent they? haish

2009-06-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

todae had BIO SPA (:
hehe i believe dis time i did btr!
at least my results were almost da same as them!(:
bt idk wad error or conclusion ):
aft dat dad went to see fazleen~
yawnns
thn gt bak hm
saw smth...):
haiish il b fine!
jiayou felfel!(:

2009-06-18T15:15:00.003+08:00

hmmmm been looking through my blog!(:
hahas quite lots of memories(:
hmmm decided not to re open blog^^
cos realised da aim of dis blog is jus to hav my meories wib me(:
all my life my challenges da problems
so its private(:
jus for meeeeeee~

hmmm todae went for BIO(:
hahas was soooo happy i did all da experiments right!
hehe cher still praised wo neh! hehe
"good job felicia u got it right!(:"
hehe ok im so so so sot ):
im in a high-but-dk-how-describe mooodddddd~~
aft dat went EAT mac~~
long queue~ da guy tot i bought 2 meal wtf -.-
no wonder $10 =x
thn dear du zi tong~~
went da bian i went coldstorage walk walk
aft dear hao, we like act lao fu lao qi shopping for grocery=x
hahas fun!(:

i felt so wrong
dis time im wealli tired

2009-06-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

tings jus seems soso wrong
i feel so ... broken, should i sae
hmmm am i jus too sensitive

is jus like a rubber band
too tight, it jus snaps likdat
now..it seems real tight
bt i cant jus let go or loosen it
it jus hits bak
and painnnn~~

i jus wish i could disappear

2009-06-16T21:49:00.001+08:00

i thought i had gotten over it...
but i still cant
i admit its alil fade alr
youve done nth much wrong alr
but 1 small move
it jus gushes me bak to all those memories
its painful to b reminded

2009-06-03T17:13:00.000+08:00

因为太自信，所以跌得更痛

2009-05-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

JIAYOU OK!(:
u cn do it if u believeeeeeeeee(:
i noe im utterly errrrrr [neg]
i really sucks at words
bt i jus hope tings would turn out really fine for YOU(:

the words hurts.

i guess they were mre impt than anyting else right now

2009-05-23T18:56:00.001+08:00

hmmms
why my predictions/feelings are so fucking coming true...
will tings jus turn for da best or the worse

il chnge
bt sometimes
i jus hav no such energy...

2009-05-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

HEHE HAPPY 13 MNTH =x =x =x YES IM XINFU!!!! YOU? =x HEHE I NOE...im lik a virus always hauntin u dwn!! =x MUAHAHAS =x U NOE I LOVE U =x

2009-05-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13th MONTHSARY!(:
spent the whole time wib dear STUDYING!
study tinnie winnie bits of bio nn MOST CHEM!^^
aftdat gt badbad awhile in between and erm gt play^^
thn we slept! hehe

so many moths le wor!
hiak hiak my gongzhu xinfu mah?
FELFEL hen xingyun cn mit YOU^^
dres no other ppl i wna b wib except u!^^

hmm it seems lik a virus
haunting you almost every moment

2009-05-09T23:37:00.003+08:00

hmm....try to share wib me bah...wad u feel n wad u tink...we muz do dis tgt kay..dun lik dun tel me bah..its wealli btr to tel me...really...for me n you ..il try to do wad is best to make u happy bah...soo pls tel me oh...cnt do dis alne...ni hen xinku le..i xintong...mwarks..ily =)

2009-05-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

face it fel
when we get older situation gets worse
jus GET OVER IT !!!!!

2009-05-09T15:23:00.002+08:00

why sometimes it just seems so hard to forget
i hav to admit im ....
i jus .... ...

i wanted to trust you
i am trusting you
bt sometimes why it is so hard to believe
it seems so hard to forget
its so hard to move on

2009-05-07T17:12:00.000+08:00

why tings always doesnt seem to be wad it seems?
sometimes... im ...

2009-05-05T18:49:00.003+08:00

hey hey was wna tel u dat i love u alooooooooooooooot kay? =x thx for all the times u spend wib me becuz its totally out of the world! =x i nber hab dse much fun b4 =x thank you darh! =x everythin dat happen...alll dose times i knw dat u wuld b the one..dat 1 i truly love n looked for =x mwarksi u ^^ thx for keepin my dream stay true =x i love u lah =x ur soooo wonderful =x u make the whole world revolve arnd me =x =x =x annnd truly UR AMAZIN!!! =x hmmm...juz wna sae i wealli wealli love u =x n dat i promise il awlays stay wib u n go thru everthin wib u =x ur my onli 1 n il make sure u gt alll my attention n care =x =x mwarksi! i love u felicia chong jia yu~! dun leave me kay!! =x xoxoxo ...XooXooxXxoxX =x =x =x MWARKS!

2009-05-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

ommmgggg!!!!!!!! darh darh dun lik soo sad =( its okayy...come on cheer up!! =x darh arh....muz try to know dat no matter wad ur always impt n no.1 kay! wad i wanted =x i love u darh! MWARKS!!! =x its time we shuld do dis tgt =x

2009-05-04T18:59:00.002+08:00

After so much rantings & thinking,
its time to get over it.

2009-05-03T12:32:00.003+08:00

Mercy

Cam was not a terribly religious man, but he knew that when he was overwhelmed, he had somewhere to turn. He had several reasons to be in church at this time: He wanted to light a candle for Maggie Mcdonald; he had to pray for Jamie Macdonald soul. He wanted to talk to someone about his own indiscretion, too – and although the confessorhe had in mind was Mia Townsend herself, he knew this was not possible.

Unfortunately, as he sat there waiting for Father Gillivray to begin hearing confessions, he could only picture his wedding five years before.

Allie had been a beautiful bride, small and elegant in white satin that curved at her breats and her hips. Cam had watched her walking down the aisle, and all he had been able to think was, She’s so light. It seemed that with every step she hovered inches above the ground, and when her father placed her hand on top of Cam’s, he had clutched at it with his fingers, determined to keep her from floating away.

Allie had been beautiful, but Cam had stolen the show. After all, it was not every day that a clan chief took a wife. He had worn his father’s full-dress regalia: the black velvet coat with silver buttons, the heavy kilt in the strong Macdonald tartan, the white linen shirt with a festival of lace at the throat and the wrists.

When they went back to their honeymoon suite at the Wheelock Inn, Allie had laughed, saying he had more clasps and buttons to undo than she did. . .

Cam sank to his knees, as if in prayer, hoping the hard bench below him would center his thoughts.
Even in this church, where he could feel God sitting next to him, Cam could not get the image of Mia Townsend out of his mind; the slight tilt of her eyes, the spiral of her ear. She had been rooting for Jamie Macdonald, just like Allie, but somehow he did not hold it against her.

Cam bent his neck so that his forehead touched the pew in front of him. He did not even know what exactly he was going to confess to. Was it adultery if you kissed a woman who was not your wife? Was it adultery if you thought about her so often you could hear her voice when you closed your eyes?

It didn’t seem right that he’d only sinned in a matter of the flesh. For some reason, kissing Mia seemed less of a betrayal to Allie than having Mia running through his thoughts like stunning mountain scenery seen from a train: you did not keep looking after a while, yet you couldn’t help but notice it was there jus outside the window.

The whole time Cam had been holding Mia on a bed he shared with Allie, on a quilt Allie had sewn one summer in a craft class, in a room that Allie had wall-papered and furnished, he had not had a single thought of his wife.

He saw Father Gillvray’s round, black-clad body shuffle from the vestibule to the small confessionals at the back of the church. Giving him a minute to settle in, Cam stood and drew open the curtain of the little booth, then sat down on the folding chair. “Bless me, Father,” he begin, “for i had sinned. It has been four months since my last confession.”
He could see Father Gillvray’s profile through the latticed opening of the confessional. Impulsively, Cam pressed his big hand up to the partition, as if by blocking it off he would guarantee a greater anonymity. “I’ve been thinking a lot about this one woman,” he said. “I can’t get her out of my head. I see myself. . . well, with her. She’s not my wife. And i kissed her. I kissed a woman who wasn’t my wife.”

And I’d do it all over again, he thought.

“Think about what you’re doing.” Father Gillivray said. “Think long and hard.”
He was given his penance and knelt in a different pew to say the round of the rosary. It was not the first time he’d been a hypocrite to the teachings of the Catholic church. He and Allie had been using birth control, after all. And he didn’t make it to Mass every week.

He looked up at the plaster face of the Holy Mother and pictured Mia, and he knew that he was damned.

When he broke from the heavy double doors into the fading daylight, he was sweating. He hadn’t finished his rosary. He certainly hadn’t been capable of thinking of his actions. Cam walked down the street toward the station to pick up his car, feeling the wind wrap about his neck. He did not realize until he was on his way home that he had never lit a candle for Maggie MacDonald, never prayed for Jamie at all.

i still rmb wad u told me that she ________
hmm i know u were jus joking around at that time
but why
now it seemd _________________________
haiish

2009-05-01T23:33:00.004+08:00

its n fragile baby if u believe
and trust me
we culd build dis thing tgt!!
let de wrld arnd us juz fall apart baby
cuuzzzzzz u n i noe we wil make it iff we r heart to heart! =x
And the good thing is dat...
welll....

WE DO!!!!!!!!! =D whahahhahas =x

or n rmb no matter how bad things culd b...
wadeva dat happen..
made u sad..
made u alone....
welll...
juz noe dat..
we stil hab each other =x
trust me
dis blog is a prove =x

put ur arms arnd me dun eva let gooo~~~~ =x whahahas dis song rocks =x

OH N....dun feel insecure...i wun b gone =x juz dat...mayb...im restin on u mre bah =x aint dat rite? =x =x i noe its tough...bt i wil get bck on my feet asap bah =x love u ! lets do dis tgt! ur de onli 1 i nid n i do..onli wna love u =x =x =x MWARKS ^^ happpy~ gabgabfel~

2009-05-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

i feel so unsecure unsafe
it seems so much lik...
any min you will b gone
i hope its nt fragile

dreams do come true dont they?
will mine too?
i hope not.

2009-04-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

why am i always reminded agn whn im trying so hard to forget?
am i too sensitive?
yeah i guess so...

i thought u would only use those terms on me.
bt i guess im wrong again
bt why mus it b on her..
my predictions are coming sooo true haish

2009-04-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

yawns~ so borED~~

i realised it was me dat i lose confidence in
in da first place, i was alr ____
i noe i should change
i will
gimme time...
i will...

feelings were fading away
whn i fell dwn agn

2009-04-08T19:01:00.003+08:00

idk wad to do anymre
what happened...
im tired
i guess idk wna noe anyting
lets jus pretend tings dint happen bah

sometimes, i feel so alone
pain

da gap between .. is getting bigger
the distance between ..is geting closer

2009-04-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

i shant blog anymore.
sometimes
i cant seem to determine which is a bad or good news

2009-04-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

its hurts.
to hear dat..

2009-04-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

haiish 一波未起，一波又起~~~
wad shuld i do frm nw on
everyting always seems so wrng
everyday thr are always tings happening
im tired...

2009-03-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

eng~~
haiiish my eng is really nt great or marvelous
i was actually looking forward to get to band 1
bt ended up
i rather stay in band 2
friends cher~
sian-ed
haiish
tings arent gg smoothly nwadaes aint it?
family-love, friends, studies~~
haiish
jiayou fel(:
o would always visit her blog often...
why am i dd dis...
haiiish...why am i so stupid
jus adding mre pain...

2009-03-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

sry i din noe wad came into me
i din mean to
im sry
ni truly hui yuan liang wo bah?
im a monster

2009-03-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

hmmms todae norm sch dae!
im BORED D:
todae gt back 2 papers
Biology-E8 41.3/100 [total round up]
Chinese-A2 72.1 [total round up]
chinese deproved ): bt anyway its da marker dat sucks!
she anyhow cancel wrng wrng wrng -.-
i only had compre qn 1 fully correct wtf!
anyway, todae helped darling bandage his leg ):
bandage keep falling off ):
pain pain ):
hmmmms nw watching alil tv
haiiish all husbands in dat show gt mistress ):
yawnnnnsss

2009-03-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

yawnnnns~~
me & darling is bored currently lololols
hmmm todae got back eng paper~~
for written i jus pass only ):
heng oral pulled me up(:
thanks tang!
BAD NEWS!
DARLING FELL DOWN TODAE DURIN PE!!! ):
haiiiish xintong ):
jus nw his mum helped him put da "sand"
it was really a pain to watch him feeling soso much pain ):
how i wished i could go thru wib him
seriously ):
xin hen tong..bt controlled da tears(:

dear,
i noe u might b reading dis=x
i noe todae you are gg thru alot
wib all dose pain inside & out
i noe ni hen nu li le
i noe ive seen ive felt
jus trust me
i noe you can make it!(:
dear try cut down alil on slacking time & use it wisely like read a bk jiu cn le lah^^
im sure you cn get by dse days(:
cos il nv let you fall~~~
anyting dun hesitate to call me cos
il always b here for you
anyting. foreva.
i believe nw its alr gg APRIL (our 1 year ani=XXXX)
time flies i noe you noe(:
we jus gna buck up & jiayou tgt alrites!
i noe you cn make it!!
i duno wad happened
mayb its best likdat

2009-03-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

hmmms todae got back chem & phy paper!(:
hmmms very shocked dat i get 36 for phy!
im beriiii happiii^^
hahas oh & congrats darling!
for making such a big improvement!^^
love you!
ermmmm soooo todae had amaths test! ):
i find it hard sia!
omg ): guess il fail! TTT.TTT
i love you~~
da feelings are coming back
again.

2009-03-23T21:51:00.001+08:00

hmmmms sch's BORING!
sch starts le~ gt back ss & emaths mock paper todae):
super disappointed in emaths! T.T
hmmms ms cheng came tok to me~ haiiish~
wooried smth might happen if i dun buck up alr!
jiayou felfel!(:
"gabgab zhi chi ni!" hahahhas oops!=x
hmmms anyways, lesson nowadaes are really boring
i cant believe i slept agn during tys lesson ):
i told myslef nt to sleep le loh ):
haiiish
i saw smth
i mus quickly forget
im tootoo extreme
sometimes i regret da tings i do very much.

2009-03-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

why tings had to happen dis way
im sry?
idk
why...
idk
why it seems to be back on da first few months...
i feel so lost.

2009-03-22T12:11:00.000+08:00

Every Avenue Between You & I
Would you believe me if I said I was sorry
The question wasn't mean to hurt,
It was just my fear of losing you.
And now you're filling all the space that surrounds you
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed
Where you gave yourself to me.
Where I gave myself to you.
Maybe it's all for the best,
But I just don't see any good in this, no
Maybe we'll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place
Maybe it was wrong of me to think
I could keep you
And maybe it's the last few drinks
Taking over my mouth and all I've been thinking
I want you to know that I am fine here without you
But I can't bring myself to lie to you.
And since we're being honest, I feel I should tell you
I've been filling up the empty space between you and I
Between you and I, she could never compare to you
Between you and I, I still keep your pictures underneath my bed
Where she gives herself to me.
Where I give myself to you.
Maybe it's all for the best,
But I just don't see any good in this, no.
Maybe we'll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place,
oh...Yeah...
Maybe it's all for the best,
I just don't see any good in this, no.
Maybe we'll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place
Yeah the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place

~~why am i so bothered abt them?~~
C E G
i hav alr built an army dre
bt why i still hav da fear
~~its jus a premotion or jus my worrries~~
i trust you.
bt...why do i always "see" them whenever u r sad...

2009-03-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

todae went out wib my dear!
hahas had alooot of fun!
we went to da airport=x
be4 dat we went badbad =x hahhas
ermmmm so he was reeeeaaaalll hungry!
me too!
we were deciding wad to eat nn finally chose ajisen=x
we duno whr it is finally aft gg so many rounds, it is at T1 i tink=x
hahhaas i chose tom yam!
bt nt so nice de=x
da tako yaki nicer! LOL
hmmms thn we went over T2 do hw cos T1 gt da construction tingy
DAMN NOISY!
how do hw nehh -.-
thn T2 aloot ppl bt finnaly found a spot(: whr u told me abt G
hmmm dhen i did my geog revision!
so guaii^^ & he done his compre(:
hmmms aft dat we went for an ice cream!
although it was raining=x
was thristy so went to buy ice lemon tea too=x
thn we were chatting alll our school days=x
were real funny!
hahas he shared wib me a secret too abt sch de=x
seriously i miss erm sec 2 DNT! lols
although at dat time i simply hate it=x
thn went ovr his hse~
slack alil thn ate chicken rice =x
oh darling sent me home!
bt halfway he went toilet ):
he stomach pain! ): *xintong*
picas lazy upload!
some at darling hp!
(rmb get from him!!)
why u seemed alil ***** whn u sms-ed her
i saw u erm lik ...
i tot they asked u to play DOTA..bt it seems i was wrng..
if i dint look at you..would u tel me?

2009-03-20T14:11:00.000+08:00

todae stay-ed at hm complete hw ):
dats my task for todae~
ltr had aural lesson for guitar yawnnns~
nth to load nth to share! ):
life's sooo boring!

dear,
i know u had done alot
i know you wanted to make thing better
im really touched reallly.
but i dont want you to change jus for me
i jus want you to be happy
i know u had told E
i should feel happy i should feel glad i should feel relieved
but i had mixed weird feelings idk why idk wad it is
im sry its my fault
jus dont change bah(: its btr aint it? (:
i will change i wun mind so much le
really..jus let erm dis ya forget bah(:
i promise i wun feel dat every tues(:
"it is hard for someone to fall in love
bt it is harder for someone to forget someone"
I just hope you're not a sub of him. ;/
dats wad * wrote..

2009-03-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

had bio SPA todae
was fun working wib xuehan!(:
hahahs she makes me laugh alot=x
hahahs thn aft dat went for eng oral~~
cher was tang da centaurus de -.-
keep cal me yu yu ):
i dun like it!
thn went over his hse to slack~
his friends were dere too(:
had aloot fun(:
ystd was you..
nw it comes to me
hahas wad a cycle ya~
wad i feel ... abt is dat
you...da same
evn ur friens were teaching u how to..
if they were nt arund..
would tings get very very very worse...idk

2009-03-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

"up to u"
dats wad i said.
bt.
im still gna change for da better
hope youre gna giv me one last chance
is it difficult? im sry

2009-03-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmmms...soooo bored ):
hmmmms no mood nw ):
hahas i duno~~ confused + sadded~~
hhaiiish im sry~
todae was a rollar coaster dae
everything was going ups and dwns~~
im sry i did dat
bt..idk wad to do..
whn u were playing..
i feel so ****
idk...+i din...
i love you(:
im sry

2009-03-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

ystd went out wib him!
went out at arund 11+ to fetch him=x
hahahs thn we ben lai wan go LAN de bt in da end dunhab=x
cos only 2 ppl + alr noon~~
s we gave it a miss
train-ed to dhoby ghaut nn catch a movie!
we were deciding which one to watch!
thn in da end we chose actually I chose RACE TO THE WITCH MOUNTAIN!
hahhas da movie its abt UFOs & stuff~~
soo we evn went arcade! hahahs we spent a BOOM in dere!
lols he was ADDICTED to 1 of da game=x
i din allowed him to cont playing LOL
hes so cute! hahas
thn aftdat went ovr his hse~~
SLEPT~~ LOL
we were too tired!
nn he kept sneezing!
poor him ):
it was non-stop except for da movie(:
take care!
in da end we went buangkok to eat dinner!
we bought korean cuisine! & oyster egg!^^
yummmy! thn he send me home(:
thank you for dat memorable dae(:

i suddenly rmb smth
it was at da airport..u shared wib me ur stry..
i noe i has no right to feel *
as i wasnt ur gf dat time
i noe...bt i will still feel it..sry
i regretd asking u abt it..hahas bt its too late isnt it?

2009-03-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 11th MTH dear!(:
hahahs 110308(:
nxt mth is our one year ani le^^ hen qi dai!
anyways, mock exam was hell ):
eng my story sucked =.=
ss i nv write examples nn i fin early n din evn checkd
chem was alrite bt alot wrong alr
phy was hell =.= i hate PHY!! especially electricity =.=
ermmm thn BIO WAS DA WORST!!!
section c alr get 0/11 =.= i din read dao stomata yo! sian-ed
hmmm chi arhhh guess will b hard too ): i nv study ): i duno how to write ):
haiiish dse few daes was sooo boring wib those workshops nn stuff
was nt in a perfect mood too~~
i dun deny im feeling *
but i promise il change
but...whn i read dat
im really sad

2009-03-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

hmmms sunday~~
nv go ah ma hse(:
studied phy! ):
sianed~
nw only study till kinetic model of blahhh~~~
i still have mre than HALF to go ):
hmmm sat went to study wib them~~
bt ended up sooooooo bored nn went read magazine LOL
ermmm thn went cut hair
specifically told da hairdresser to CUT SLANTED
he go cut bangs =.=
his slanted is slant 90 degree yo! ):
hmmm fri~
long dae~
shant elaborate

fri u initiated to her & im sad
sry to say bt i couldnt contrl myself

2009-02-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

hmmms faild my physics fuck =.=
da whole damn class only i fail damn zzz cn!
ermm nn da first ting i got bak my paper i shoutd fuck bt cher nv say anyting lols
hmmm i faild cos i mixd up da bloody formula =.=
I=Qt @!!@#@!#$!#~
haiiish heng chem pulld me up~~ zzz
hmmm im sooo bord~~
imisshim~~
haiiish
I NID PHY TUTOR LURHHHHHH ):

2009-02-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

oh nn da pica in da previous post is credit to kewei(:
nn TO DOSE BO LIAO PPL,
WHU SEES MY BLOG,
STOP MAKING MY MATTERS WORSE =.= FUCKING PLS
I AM NT OFFICALLY MARRIED BT
I CALL HIM LAOGONG COS I TREAT HIM AS MINE =.=
SO STOP FUCKING CALL =.=

2009-02-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

long time since i post~~~
yawns~~ i miss miss yeow ): yeah
ermmm lessons were BORING ):
SO MANY BAO ZHENG BAO DAO TO DO zzz -.-
hmms nn emaths i dun understand vector =.=
been slping=XXXXXX
hmms todae was a longggg dae for me ):
afta da chi enrichment nida go library for duty
oh nn he pei me at library!(:
thanks dear^^
thn he pei me hm~~
close shave...
ermmm thn aftdat went for aural lessons for guitar exam~
haiiish
mood : wry

2009-02-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

13th FEB(:
happi birthdae to me~~~~
roughly describe wad happen:
sch-received wishes & bashes & prezzies(:
went ovr to cold storage bought ingredients
he cookd fried rice for meeeeeeeeeeeeee!(:
LOVE IT K!^^
thn slckd awhile~
he made an "ice-cream cake" for me!!^^
im sososo xinfu de kays!(:
thn aftdat he teachd me wc(: hahas
thn went hm~~ celebrate~
thanks bro anyway(:

14th FEB(:
went ovr to his hse dwnstrs nn mit him(:
b4 dat stayd at hm made breakfast for him bt faild =.=
nn da plate nn oven was spolied bcos of me=x
thn we slckd downstrs for awhile while he ate the breakfast & i was looking at his gifts(:
then went up to his hse~~~
thn aft dat decided to go over to ESCAPE(:
hahas we playd da kiddy rollar coaster
thn da haunted hse [i cant see a fuckin damn ting =.=]
thn we playd da lame flying ting
thn finally da wet & wild? wild & wet? idk
we were hesitating whether to play anot=x
da queue is damn long cn =.=
thn finally our turn~~
hahas it was fun!(:
at da highest top, i shoutd ily whn we were gg dwn & he shouted ily b4 we went dw(:
hahas in da end my FRINGE IS WETTTTTT ): evn whn im wearing da poncho =.= zzz
thn around 5+ went ovr his hse~~~
realisd my hp was lost =.=! whn im at his hse~~
we were almst setting off to pizza hut for dinner =.=
&&&& found out my hp lost~~
zzz
in da end went eat kopitiam~~~
haiiish

2009-02-15T11:57:00.001+08:00

lost my phone on valentine's day
fuck =.=

2009-02-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

jus a quick short post~~
HAPPY BIRtHDAE TO ME(:
THANKS EVERY1 FOR ALL DA WISHES NN PRESENTS(:
DEAR
AH XUE
AH YUAN
JASLYN
XUELIN
GLORIA
SHIMIN
CHAI YUAN
SILIANG
AMIRA
CHERYL
SOON WEI COUSIN
QIU LIN COUSIN
HUI QI COUSIN
&&&&& ALL DA OTHERS! [tag me if i left out you(:]
thanks so much guys!
especially dear & xuehannnn(: hahas
thanks!
love you guys alot alot ok!(:
oh! & thank you MY BRO,
for gibing me a present(:
hahas 1st time=x
thanks! he gave me a perfume(:
SOOOO DATS ALL~~~~

2009-02-10T20:32:00.001+08:00

[edited]
yeah i broke down...
fucking FAKERS
FUCK!
WADEVA YAL SAID I DUN CARE ANYMRE!
at first i tot yal became mre flexible
i tot you were getting btr
BT WAD HAPPEND?
WTF?!
STOP TRYING TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE
COS
SADLY SPEAKING, YAL DOESNT HAVE A PART IN IT
even if youre my bloody fucking parents
STOP SAYING YOU CARE FOR ME
OR YOURE DD DIS BCOS OF ME
WHN YOURE NT EVEN BOTHERD ABT WAD I FEEL
& I FEEL DISGUSTD!

2009-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

said da other time went airport alne~~
so post some picas bah~~
if nt seems borin eh=x

hmmms sch's BORING ):
sch's SO STRESS ):
so many tests & hws =.=
hmmms todae ben lai wan go out buy smth
in da end postponed bahs~~
felfel is happy dat fri i dunhab chi remedial
felfel is happy dat fri dunid to go da library tingy~
im bored=x
wangzi caused gongzhu's pocket to brun a bigbig hole ):
im sosososo sory ):

2009-02-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

hhmmmms long time no blog=x
ehhhs been busy wib studies nn tests ):
grrrrrr...been soooo many tests! ):
next week coming mre n mre T.T
hmmms so nth special happen dis week lols
im so proud i jus did my oral!(:
hahas written 2 full page wifout leaving lines=x
dis year eng mst hw =.=
watchd fin hellboy2 todae~
thn did chem pract
quite fun(:
da cold cold de hen hao touch=x hahahs
hmmms i nv do or hand in ying yong wen on time dis time=X
im gna hand in on mon idc=x lols
ok lazy update anymre=x

2009-02-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

HES FINALLY BACK(:
hmm..currently nt in a beri good mood
stressd out
amaths phy alot subs duno how to do...
gna fail for sure~~~
hmmmss haiiiishhh...whu understands..
ermmmmm sooo
btw cousins all came my hse todae
tons of hw nt done
they all came & messd up my toys nn tings=x
bt nbm~~ condition still ok~
gt protect my pooh,girafe & da piglet(:
ohoh thanks dear for al da tings you bought(:

2009-01-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

went ovr airport todae aft sch~~
walkd around & around~~
took alot picas of OUR memories(:
hmmms i went wib my bigbig bag=x stuffd hws & mehmeh family go dere=x
hmmms tot ppl will tink im a traveller=x
BT someone askd me for directions to da mrt =.=
FAILD~~
hmmms thn took bus home~~
fell aslp=X
ohoh & tampines some part caught fire=x nn i saw da firemen in action(:
so zhun dat part i din fell aslp=x
hmmms thn alighted at his hse dere~~
walkd & alot memories(:
OH nn i saw xuehan!^^ hahas
shes wib someone^^ *winks* lols
btw
hes on da plane bak nw(:
IMY ):
I SOOOO WANNNA SEE YOU NOWWWWW! ):

2009-01-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

LAZY UPLOAD ALL~~~

hmmms cny was okok bahs~~

no mood lahs~~~~ ):

hmmmms study seems to b geting mre n mre stress ):

hmms HATE reccess nn aft sch~~

weird right? hahas

cos hes nt around....

hmmmms blahhh~ i forget bring my bio tb hm ):

haiish shall study notes only(:

2009-01-24T14:22:00.000+08:00

"i miss da times we went out
i miss da times whn EVERYdae almst every moment we could sms nn tok on da phone
i miss da times we were in sch nn playing a fool around
i miss da times we were tgt
i miss da times whn we could hug tgt
i miss da times whn we kisd
i miss da times EVN when we cried tgt
i miss da times evn whn im * ): AT LEAST YOU COULD B DERE WIB ME ):
i miss da times we were playing so fun tgt
i miss da times whn we were doing badbad tings=x
i miss da times whn we were sharing all our tots nn feelings
i miss da times evn whn WE WERE SAD TGT ): AT LEAST I COULD SEE OR TOK TO U ):"
dear...I MISS YOU! ):
COME BAK SOON IN A WHOLE PIECE OK! ):
I WAN MY HUG ASAP ):

haiiish~~
so todae woke up @ 11.30~ couldnt get to slp well ):
ate use com slack~
im in no mood to do hw at all ):
NN EVN NO MOOD FOR CELEBRATIN CNY ):
dear ):
CONTACT ME ASAP OH ):
rmb take aloot picas!(:
iloveyou!

2009-01-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

HE CALLED ME JUS NW!(:
im super duper happy bt whn he hung up im sad agn ):
gosh ive nv eva miss 1 person sosososo much in my life at all ):
YOURE DA FIRST OK! T.T
my love, pls come bak SOOOON OK ):
i really miss you ALOT ):
oh nn pls take GOOD care of urself!
wadeva happens try contact me ASAP ):
NN PLS PROTECT UR CUT OK!!! ):
love you ):
i miss you alot ):
AHHHHHHH im so into you ):

2009-01-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

haiiish~~~ imissyou ):
bascially, SAD ):
i miss him alot alot ):
eng lesson-watchd hellboy
physics-go thru file nn ans
as i walkd from D blk bak to class, da basketball court reminds me of you
as i walkd further, the courtyard reminds me of you too ):
reccess-stayd in class
concert-nt bad
aft sch went straight hm
thn ate cup noodles
thn rest nn slckd
thn slp
thn nw com~

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever.. oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you

Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

2009-01-21T16:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm sry for nt posting for sooooo long ):
no idea wad to post abt yo!=x
lets dedicate smth for my bestie nn my special guy(:

heyhey AH XUE!
thanks for being such a great friend!(:
thru dis year u understand wo nn card for me(:
ystd hen glad dat u were dere to like care for me nn tokd to me(:
thanks aloot..it helps aloot actually(:
although im really nt a great friend,
bt u stilld treat me so well(:
THANK YOU(:

finally my DEAR(:
ystd might b smth ******* for us? ):
BT we managd to get thru ya(:
im happy dat u card for me..
btbt dun feel all dose bad tings ok ):
n pls take crae alooot whn u r ovr dere ok ):
il really miss u alooot...
dis time im true
im really gna b a ****
i promise(: nn i will definetly keep to it(:
thanks for being such a wonderful guy for me!(:
xiexie ni pei wo go thru so much tgt
gg 9-10mths...seems long bt it isnt(:
cos we still hab a long long road to walk tgt(:
lets stay strng nn pull thru tgt(:
手牵手一起走!
ohoh nn for da erm *
dun wry oh cos i only love you(:
nn it wun change in a gazillionzxzxzxzxzs years or centuries!
it wun eva happen de(:
cos youre such a great guy dat i cant let you go!(:
nn i wun let any1 snatch u away frm me! LOL (:
hey! bt im serious yo!(:
do miss me whn ure over dere=XXXXXXXXXXX
cos il miss you badly ):

2009-01-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

im sry
we cn still carry on mah?
im sry
b happie(:
dats all i hopd for in da end...
sry
i din mean to

2009-01-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

yawns~~ long din update yeah?
hmmms todae lesson was borin ):
SCH SUCKS ):
hmms changd to comb sci(:
mum nt happie bt she signd it anyways
as if i care #!@#@!#@$
heng todae pin-ed up hair in sch~
if nt chem nn reccess gna get scolded~~
hmms sch nth much happen~
aft sch ate wib him nn waitd for him for his debate to end~~
hahas sneakd into his class whn his cher nt around lols
thn began dd smth LOL
*happy*
only both of us would noe!!^^
i love you(:

2009-01-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

todae went ah ma hse ):
BORED!!!!!
bt printed my pics nn done my photo album (:
hmmms dis pic was taken quite long ago around NOV(:
thanks dear ily(:

2009-01-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

todae was fun(:

ILY!

went out wib him to buy new hp charms(:
dis time da carvings are nt as nice ):

aft dat went to play some games at buangkok

LOL we scord da mst nn won a hammer(:

thn saw alooot picas frm his hp(:

alot memories!!!

nn we took pics whn he carried me(:

dats only one of them(:

oh nn da reason he carrid me was cos it was da same as my photo album i bought at kovan(:

thn jiu went hm le ):

I HBN DO HW ):

2009-01-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

sad
very sad
extremely sad
idk
pain
im sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
sry
really sry

2009-01-07T16:42:00.000+08:00

yawnnns~~~ so bord ):
sch life was okok~~ BT its soooo boring D:
eng-miss yeow~~ AIRCON RM^^ heheh
chi-miss tan nt bad lurhhh~~
emaths-miss cheng [btr than dave thong =.=]
amaths-mdm chua! hen funni^^
sci chem- widayah~ SHES NT BAD(: BT SHE CATCH FRINGES zzzzz
sci PHY- ng JJ i will slp =.=
sci bio- miss fazleen~ so far only lik 1-2 lessons~~ no comments~
geog/ss same~~~~
at first i tot widayah was soooooo fierce oror smth~
bt overall i was shockd to find out she was quite funni too lols
hmmm...im soooo bord ):
i hbn bathe i hbn do hw~~~
i wna go back whn i was a bady ):
only eat slp eat n slp agn D:
zzzzz somebody commentd wo =.=
nn im quite angry~~
shuld i change? T.T
idk~~
btw, shes really pretty LOL

2009-01-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

SUN
went to collect edusave scholarship(:
$500^^
hmmms thn wen thm~
rest nn prepare thn off to ah ma hse ):
sooo boreddd dere=x
went to borrow a book^^
its abt a prostitute nn i dint noe=x lols
PEPEE! TATAS!^^ LOL
if u noe wad im tokin abt erm dats great LOL
ermmmm thn managed to see him alil while(:
thanks!^^ ily

MON
sch dae~duh =x
boredddddddd~~
ASEMBLY MAKES ME SLP ):
bt its btr than ST though=x
nn my starhub cust kept calling me=x
bt i couldnt pick up the phone ):
thn reccess ate VERY fast (:
thn went to see him awhile~
THANKS KY nn JAS nn anyone whu help me carry my bag!=x
i noe its dman heavy ):
ermmm thn 5 hrs lessons to go thru ):
was lookin frwd to SS lesson though LOL
thnthn sat near him & sat wib xh nn ky^^
hahahax was playing around though (:
thn he waited for me ): (:
sry nn xiexie ni ):

2009-01-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

im sad ):
yeah i m
really sad ):
idk
faith(:
trust(:
hope(:
they exist rite(:
hehes
im crazy~

2009-01-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

1st dae of sch ):
idk why im hyper?=x lolols
setaing arrangement gona change?
nn im bound to sit in front zzz
1st dae of sch jiu nid stay bak till 5+
#$@$#$$$##$@
haiiish~~ idk wad mre to post ):
oh nn xuehan!
HAPPY NEW YEAR(:
hahahax dun sad/angrwie liao=x

2008-12-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 first(:
yawnnnnsss~~HW STIL left undone=x
listening to S CLUB 7^^
lols old song bt yeah its NICE yo! lolols
YOU'RE MY NO.1^^
hmm..nth much to post actually~~
no zilian anymre(: hehehs
ermmmmm im bored ):
BT im HIGH at da same time=x LOLs
im MADDDD~~~
im lazy to watch TV ):
im crazy nn im CRAPPIN zzzzzzz

2008-12-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

SCH IS REOPENING SOOOONNNNNN ):
my hw are stil undone zzzzz
AMATHS-chpt 13 duno how to do AT ALL =.=
EMATHS-left 2 paper 2
ENGLISH- HBN TOUCH
PHYSICS- HBN TOUCH
CHEM- MCQ DONE
CHI- DONE less than 1 ):

finnaly ystd last day work~
our team break record!^^
hmm...yawnnnnsss my pay is soooo omg low ):
i found out smth...
she is getting prettier ):
nn im jealous LOL
haiiish...life sucks ):
MOOD SWINGS ):
BAD MOOOOODDDDD ):
i duno wad mre to write~~~~ yawns
oh! my tbs are still in locker T.T
nn im damn lazy to take zzzzzzzzz

2008-12-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

YSTD
nided to go ah ma hse zzzzz
thn i decided go tm see shoes first~
dunhab ):
thn trained to boon lay
went jurong point walk and see shoes~
jurong point now is BIG(:
alooot shops~ cos nw gt JP1 & JP2
finnally found my VANS SHOES!!! damn happy(:
thn aftdat went to take bus to ah ma hse~ took bus 154
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ got lost !@$##$!$
thn walkd to next bus stop take bus
IN THE END
BACK AT DA SAME FUCKING PLACE???!!!
fuck!
thn took cab eventually =.=
finally "home-swt-home" =.=!

TODAE
hmmm...slacked at home~
ltr going to cut hair and work maybe ):
i need CASH ):

imissyou ALOT ):

2008-12-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

changd com(:

nw its vista nn alil faster(:

bt da cpu looks damn cool^^

hmm..duno why no mood nw ):

i guess i miss him bahs )':

went out wib him ystd(:
LAZY TO WORK ):

TAGGG MEEEEEEE ):

GOSH im havin bad mood nw ): ): ):

2008-12-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:
went out tdae and bought xmas gifts (:
heheh bought 2 **** for him ^^ hope he like it=x
nn he bought something i want!! hehe happy(:
btbt im happy COS HE DREW SMTH ON IT(:
which makes it sosososo special(: *HAPPY*
tml gna go out celebrate(:
gna watch BEDTIME STORIES^^ nice!
ermmm any suggestions for outing? T.T

I've been thinking that, maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby, I can't get you out of my head.

So I spent today, just thinking of ways that I could
Make that smile shine, cause she's sweet on me oh I'll make her see
That she's mine, all mine.

So lets float float float away.
And you'll catch catch me baby.
So I hope you know I'll never let you go away.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby, can't get you out of my head.

So lets hangout in the clouds, spill our hearts out and get down.
I swear I'll drop a line, if you give me the time we need.

So lets float float float away.
And you'll catch catch me baby.
So I hope you know I'll never let you go oh.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby.
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby can't get you out of my head.

Spinning upside down spill our hearts out and get down.
Or inside out just cause you know that we get around.
Oh so I hope you know, I'll never let you go oh whoah.

So I've been thinking that maybe baby,
I've been going a little crazy lately, yeah whatcha gonna do.
And chelsea baby can't get you out of my head.

(And you'll catch me, and you'll catch me)
So lets float float float away, and you'll catch catch me baby.
Spinning upside down spill our hearts out and get down

2008-12-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

quick short post(:
ermmm BUSY workin ):
hmmm...XMAS EVE TDAE(:
MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCE ^^
gg outttttttttttt tml(:
MY PAY IS NEXT NEXT MTH WTH =.=

2008-12-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmm..jus a short post(:
din work todae bt went for trainin~
woke up @ 9.30AM!! T.T
10-10.30 went to sign wib customer(:
10.30-12 go office~
12-5+ TRAINING ):
din eat a ting frm morning to evening ): damn hungry~
BT heng senior treated us a b'dae cake & CHICKEN WING(:
tml gna b busy too ):
BT $$ kaching kaching(: heheh=x
TAG MEEEEEEEEEEE (:

2008-12-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

starhub tee(: hehe
hmm...tml meeting!! ): duno wads gonna happen..bad news? good news?=x
yawnnnn~ nth to post abt ):
jus nw went ah ma hse~ so siannn~~
took dad's taxi BT feel like puking =.=ZZZZZZ
hmm...I WAN DAT VANS SHOE!!! ):

2008-12-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN(:
p.s: i duno wads a plug board so pls dun ask me =.=
oh nn having a damn stomach cramp right now~damn it!

2008-12-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

"Don't let me stay

In a place where this hate can steal my soul..."

Curent mood: ANGRY >=( zzzzzz!!!!!
Reason: DAD =.=!!!!! ANGRY JIU DUI LE LAH!!!!! T.T

hmmm...ystd nv work~~ lazy(:
not sure whther todae working anot~~
ANYBODY WANT TO BUY STARHUB CABLETV OR MAXONLINE??~~~
haiiishhh other ppl hab so many sales le loh ):

2008-12-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm..ltr nt goin for work cos gt guitar lessons(:
ystd work sucks lik HELL yo! was scolded 2 TIMES!!!! WTF?! damn angwie lurhh =.=
thn cheow heng was soooooo damn funny lurh!
he say: ello im frm SCV [which was supposed to b starhub! he came frm da TV LOL]
oh nn he treatd me hello panda nn big gulp(: ty!
oh nn thanks to gab, i cheerd up ye!^^

hmmm...so boring~~ post some old picas=x

taken by cousin quilin (:

@ geog labrador park~ SIAN!

KAYXUEFEL(: BFF!

taken @ ah ma hse jus nt long ago(:

& finally, the pica of both of us(:

Last Mon was cousin hangout~ so shall post SOME picas of it(: lazy post ALL^^

TAGD by chaiyuan to do dis quiz~~~

Q1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
-errrrrrrr...hmmmmm...stil gt whr =.=
Q2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
-lololx i wake up in da aftnns=x
Q3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
- eh him(: hahax
Q4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled? -erm no=x
Q5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
- erm mayb bahs=x BT im scard of needles!=x
Q6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
- erm tink dunhab bahs=x
Q7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
- No =.= -
Q8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
- Erm loooooonnnnggg=x in short, good night=x LOL
Q9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
- hmmmm...=.=
Q10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
- Erm yeahhhh(:
Q11. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
- Around 1+
Q12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
- IP Zone(:
Q13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
- YEAH=x Q14.
Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
- HIM(:
10 ppl to tag..
1) Jaslyn
2) Bijiao
3) Jing Wen
4) Jian Hao
5) Regina
6) Si Liang
7) Simone
8) Brenda
9) Meizhen
10) Shawn

Q15. Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
- [bijiao] no idea=x
Q16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
- [Jingwen] Female
Q17. If Number 7 Or 10 Got Together, Would That Be A Good Thing?
- [Simone + Shawn] LOL they dun evn noe each other~ n dats da worst idea(:
Q18. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
- [Jaslyn]...First aid? lololols -
Q19. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
- [ALL] ehhh some nt long some very long=x
Q20. Is Number 4 Single?
- [Jian Hao] LOLs he ah shuld b bahs=x
Q21. Say Something About Number 2.
- [Bijiao] Shes funny! hahax
Q22. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
- [Jingwen & Siliang] they ah errrrr idk =.=
Q23. Describe Number 9.
- [Meizhen] FUNNY! very dramatic! hahax nice gal to hang out wib!
Q24. What Will You Do If Number 5 And 8 Fights?
- [Regina & Brenda] Lols stop them? =.=